Secret

I search for happiness But never found it again Though it will be pursued It will never be attain I got lost a long time ago And I give my heart away It’s been broken to badly It didn't mend up till today She left me alone in the dark Didn't wait to see if I was alive alone i suffered everyday waiting For peace of mind to arrive And it never did came I would lookout the window Asking god to please help me And just make my misery go But the goodness in life Has turns his back on me And left me stuck in a time To suffer for eternity Why she walk out the hospital Why couldn't she see my pain? Didn't she care that she might? Never see me alive again Now I’m scared for forever Domed to face the world alone Never will find a resting heart And for ever my soul will roam My heart is empty But fill with love to give But who is going to love me A man who’s badly defective So the long road of life I must travel without love I know my mother loves me That the only love, I’m sure off I wish to find love again But afraid to get rejected Then my heart will be broken And die when it gets infected Right now I love some one And keep it secret And talk to her everyday But will never reveal it Will always keep her in my heart But can never have her in my life And I know one day I will die If she becomes another one’s wife And through this lonely journey Will have lots of obstacles Some times when I get tired I have an ice cream Popsicle