Where Did It Go

As I sit here and wonder where did it all go, Why did I hurry to get here is something I do not know. My life has pased by so quickly just a blink of the eye, Can't remember all the things I've done or the reasons why. What was the purpose of this it all seems so insane, I'm left with nothing but emptiness am I to be the blame . Where are my friends and family am I the only one left, I guess because of what I've done this is what I get. This isn't what I was looking for not what I imagined at all, There is nothing I can say or do and theirs nobody I can call. Will it ever become clear to me why don't I understand , Is this that wonderful plan was that God has made for man? The path I chose to follow always seemed to take so long, I'm begining to believe that just maybe that I was wrong. Thinking about all the things in my life that have come to past, Down deep I have always known that they were never meant to last. So this is what it is like to reach this old age of mine , I'm starting to see that it was never really about time. Waiting seems to be all there is for me to do these days , Untill the time that light shines bright showing me my way. Feeling much better now that I have come to see, That there was a plan and it was made especially for me. TAC